It's not yours to take but mine to give

2008-08-11T04:55:00.001+08:00

and to add to the previous post. it is dedicated to a soon to be YGY.
p.s. sorries are cheap.

2008-08-11T04:24:00.002+08:00

life has never been more difficult than today august 10 2008. this is the day that i gain immunity and can go and be shen xian.
i hope this is the last stomp that totoro is gonna make. or i'll just puke my heart out to make things easier for that huge cat.
like the new balance advertistment, running is a love/hate relationship. you ask me to run and then you tripped me. what i puke out the next round will be half gone cos thats what it is now.
no matter how good a tamron is, it will never measure up to a EF normal lens or a L lens. that L lens you're holding on is much more huger than your fixed 50mm, but you can shoot lots with your 50mm too. and in the when you're collection is done. tamron eats shit and die and gets burn in hell. just the way you want it to be.
old macdonald had a farm. now another farm.. durian, mangoestine, rumbutan, & LANG SAT. WTF is LANG SAT??lang sat should die. worst tasting thing ever. you make me mad. so mad, if i have a gun i will shoot everyone around you but you. and you better shit in your pants and never having the chance to change your pants. god bless your YGY.

with lots of love
alicia

2008-07-07T20:56:00.002+08:00

heart + triangle: whine and whine, wtf.. heartless squeak.

2008-06-21T15:49:00.002+08:00

why give a damn to people who don't give a damn.

2008-06-17T19:58:00.001+08:00

this picture does not justify who she is

2008-06-13T11:56:00.003+08:00

thank you bear, bibi, foo mei hua and syl for the wonderful evening. and follow by puah and her funny reactions on her late night cake hunt which me, bear and puah ended up in the middle of the road of holland.v singing happy birthday song. WOOTS! love you ppl!!

2008-06-07T21:35:00.000+08:00

too young to commit,
too old to fall in love.

2008-05-10T21:46:00.001+08:00

bow chit kee bow wow!! bow chit kee BOW WOW!!

*swing hands & snap fingers* this did not just happen.

2008-03-25T00:40:00.002+08:00

Sabaidee

2008-03-22T01:28:00.002+08:00

sabaidee peeps!! tmr we tok tong!!

2008-03-18T15:41:00.000+08:00

kick your arm pit, brush your teeth.

2008-03-08T14:31:00.002+08:00

this is a girl who self proclaim leng lui!!!

2008-03-02T17:30:00.002+08:00

BIREFRINGENCE!!!!!!!!

2008-02-16T23:19:00.000+08:00

10cents ang pao paper anyone?

2008-02-12T18:45:00.000+08:00

32! hey, you're 32!!! get a life dude.

2008-02-06T16:46:00.000+08:00

dying is easy and fast, living is hard and draggy. HUAT while you can my friends. huatting is in our blood.

old macdonald miss the shot and killed the white bunny instead.
may you rest in peace.

2008-01-15T01:13:00.000+08:00

the 4 walls that needed but not wanted but finally faced.
and here comes old macdonald again, he is here to kill the one and only lack of hue and brightness swine who absorbs light without reflecting any of the rays composing thats in the field. when that gluttonous misfortune is fulfilled.... oh what the hack.

tomorrow we start our cardboard battle. i will destroy you with a sword made out of news paper.

thank you very, much good night to all chee chee pat pat in the world.

2008-01-11T21:20:00.000+08:00

this is another TMD entry taken from oscar's blog. damn funny

The Day the Penis asked for a Raise

I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons:

I do physical labour.

I work at great depths.

I plunge headfirst into everything I do.

I do not get weekends or public holidays off.

I work in a damp environment.

I work in a dark workplace that has poor ventilation.

I work in high temperatures.

My work exposes me to contagious diseases.

Sincerely,

P. Niss

The Response:

Dear P. Niss,

After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, The administration rejects your request for the following reasons:

You do not work 8 hours straight.

You fall asleep after brief work periods.

You do not always follow the orders of the management team.

You do not stay in your designated area and are often seen visiting other locations.

You do not take initiative - you need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working.

You leave the workplace rather messy at the end of your shift.

You don't always observe necessary safety regulations, such as wearing the correct protective clothing.

You will retire well before you are 65.

You are unable to work double shifts.

You sometimes leave your designated work area before you have completed your assigned task.

And if that were not all, you have been seen constantly entering and exiting the workplace carrying two suspicious-looking bags.

Sincerely,

V. Gina

2008-01-08T13:56:00.000+08:00

i got this off oscar's blog, find it quite funny.

My sexual needs

This was written by a guy ... it's pretty damn smart. I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so much. And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I have never figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart.

FOR EXAMPLE:

One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, 'I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me.'

I said, 'WHAT??!! What was that?!'

So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear...

'You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man.'

She responded to my puzzled look by saying, 'Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?'

Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep.

The very next day I opted to take the day off of work to spend time with her. We went out to a nice lunch and then went shopping at a big, big unnamed department store. I walked around with her while she tried on several different very expensive outfits. She couldn't decide which one to take, so I told her we'd just buy them all. She wanted new shoes to compliment her new clothes, so I said, 'Lets get a pair for each outfit.'

We went on to the jewelry department where she picked out a pair of diamond earrings. Let me tell you... she was so excited. She must have thought I was one wave short of a shipwreck. I started to think she was testing me because she asked for a tennis bracelet when she doesn't even know how to play tennis.

I think I threw her for a loop when I said, 'That's fine, honey.' She was almost nearing sexual satisfaction from all of the excitement. Smiling with excited anticipation, she finally said, 'I think this is all dear, let's go to the cashier.'

I could hardly contain myself when I blurted out, 'No honey, I don't feel like it.'

Her face just went completely blank as her jaw dropped with a baffled, 'WHAT?'

I then said, 'Honey! I just want you to HOLD this stuff for a while. You're just not in touch with my financial needs as a man enough for me to satisfy your shopping needs as a woman.'

And just when she had this look like she was going to kill me, I added, 'Why can't you just love me for who I am and not for the things I buy you?'

Apparently I'm not having sex tonight either....but at least that bitch knows I'm smarter than her.

2008-01-06T08:48:00.000+08:00

2 Hours walk from Vivo to Bugis sure takes up alot of energy but it's satisfying in a way.
follow by Depression food for breakfast at 6am in the morning, oh thats comforting.

Drink pipa gao through a 3 feet long straw is fucking challenging.
Baileys with pipa gao is also nice and cooling.
and lastly Alan is a crazy designer.

2008-01-01T03:47:00.000+08:00

another christmas has passed another new year. oh well wtf 2008.

2007-12-23T02:58:00.000+08:00

super lack of sleep makes me bloody highly irritable... and my butt cheeks are killing me!! damn this useless chair.

2007-12-23T00:27:00.000+08:00

RAWR RAWR RAWR RAWR RAWR RAWR RAWR RAWR RAWR RAWR RAWR RAWR RAWR RAWR RAWR RAWR RAWR RAWR RAWR RAWR RAWR RAWR RAWR RAWR RAWR RAWR RAWR RAWR RAWR RAWR RAWR RAWR RAWR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-12-15T16:46:00.000+08:00

i hate carbon paper. let it be hight quality colour printed and lets go laminate it instead.

2007-12-12T23:15:00.000+08:00

just when you think what you're going through is magical, then again magic is just an illusion.

2007-12-08T22:15:00.000+08:00

christmas coming, and i wonder how it would be like this year.

2007-12-08T20:07:00.000+08:00

another bored out of my fucking mind saturday. another wait for ppl to look for me week awaits. and another waiting for allowance week.
tiki man says he misses you like nobody's business and he pokes my throat everytime he feels that.

2007-12-03T00:53:00.000+08:00

i woke up i think of you, spend my day doing nothing but just thinking of you again. then at night i think of you as i fall asleep. and everything repeats....

2007-11-30T20:26:00.000+08:00

The Pixar Story is absolutely awesome, eye opening, inspiring. it's just solid!! i can't help but applaud towards the end of the show just like the other animators did. oh man.. sometimes i really wonder wth am i doing in nafa.

2007-11-28T21:04:00.000+08:00

yea i agree, getting old for this kind of stuff.

2007-11-26T01:42:00.000+08:00

cat loves fish. cat found a salmon supplier. somehow cat gets sick of salmon and tried can cat food, the cat likes it and fell deeply in love with the enhanced taste and the unique mixture of the can food. but soon the can food is too much to take. cat soon return to the salmon supplier. the half eaten can food is then left on the floor invaded by maggots and pecked away by birds.

nahhaa!!! heres a story out of fever..
it's salmon man dun pity the preserved
everyone loves sashimi, and i want jap food like NOW!!
shiver.... shiver....

2007-11-25T00:53:00.000+08:00

i miss you is gone......i missed, i miss you...

2007-11-18T22:44:00.000+08:00

spirited away art book!! how cool!!!

2007-11-17T02:23:00.000+08:00

i'm so tired i can just drop dead on my bed like right now. assessments are finally over.
fuck you blow job may!!!

2007-11-12T04:24:00.000+08:00

check this out. this is how all barbie should be like.

2007-11-12T00:37:00.000+08:00

it'll come to a time that you wun even bother believing in wishing anymore. doing it just makes you feel so fucking disappointed sometimes. and the most sickening thing is that you wish that your dream will go on and be real.
wtf hok wtf...

2007-11-10T22:41:00.000+08:00

i refuse to flush my tok tong away. leaving it there might stink but at least i know it's still there. if i flushed it, it's gone forever. you dun always tok tong you know...

2007-11-10T12:23:00.000+08:00

i wun ever eat kom ba pao ever!!

2007-11-10T00:13:00.000+08:00

raise your tone and have some passion you said.... it's shit to redo the whole thing.

2007-11-08T15:29:00.000+08:00

thank you rykel!! for such a nice dream haha!!!! Alika is very happy to hear that!!!!

2007-11-06T22:33:00.000+08:00

knowing you is my greatest fortune, respecting you is my is my greatest honour.

2007-10-30T23:18:00.000+08:00

when you appear, my insomnia disappear...
hmmm....

2007-10-28T22:01:00.000+08:00

shiver shiver

2007-10-26T00:03:00.000+08:00

aliciakohtikamanhokaicilaaaa is happy.

aliciakohtikamanhokaicilaaaa thank RK and BB for being there.

aliciakohtikamanhokaicilaaaa loves you.

2007-10-20T18:52:00.000+08:00

.. / .-. . .- .-.. .-.. -.-- / .-- .- -. -. .- / -... . / .-- .. - .... / -.-- --- ..- .- .-.. .. ... --- -.

2007-10-16T21:16:00.000+08:00

tiki man's is swinging today. so many things to swing to, from companying hok to school ans the phone and making some of my decisions. tiki is tired but happy..

2007-10-14T18:41:00.000+08:00

no 149...when the night is over, a river's just a river.

2007-10-14T02:03:00.001+08:00

post number 148, i finally found my muse after 3 yrs...

2007-10-06T19:40:00.000+08:00

this is local CG production.
lea salonga is the voice over for the female lead character and the singer for the theme song

2007-10-01T02:20:00.000+08:00

too sensitive to take care of a baby and yet you want a baby? can't take care? then don't own one alright. and so what if you got a man as a nanny? whats wrong with him reciting poems, baking medallins and playing the recorder? is it because you are far too macho to do it? or is it you're incapable of doing such? what kind of men feels uncomfortable because there's a sensitive guy around. you are not as sensitive and you bu shuang? WTF lah you. you egoistic bastard, no wonder you wives and even business partners left you to die alone.
and you certainly are not invited to old mcdonalds farm unless you moth yourself into a dumpling.

2007-09-27T21:38:00.000+08:00

J.L.Y squirt squirt squirt!!!!

2007-09-19T22:30:00.000+08:00

my tiki man is sad after you've left, hj. cos theres no one who can order him around my neck and he has been not centered the whole evening. and monica told me that she felt neglected as she enjoy jumping from table to table at times. the only one happy was mr sad face, cos there's finally someone who understand that he used to be pimple face when he was young and that he wasn't born ugly.

lastly, i myself was sad when you left cos theres no one to back me up when i play birdy songs. scanner felt sick and mr HL is just screaming knnccb all the time while it was being played.

2007-09-18T01:04:00.000+08:00

you're so disgusting i won't even want to breathe when you're insight.

2007-09-16T23:41:00.000+08:00

Mr cranky pants pee and pee disregarding other people's feelings.
well, me the one standing beside him feels like putting my finger through my eye into my brain and swirl it round and round. lather, rinse, repeat, lather, rinse, repeat, lather, rinse, repeat. as needed. write my name on the chalk board, and make sure it'll stay there forever for one thing you can't just erase chalk and replace my name with carrot cake.
suddenly appearance of mr bunny!!! he took out a needle to treat cranky pants swollen tongue. he was afraid and held my hand which cause me a puncture mark from my ring.

2007-09-13T22:47:00.000+08:00

2007-09-09T17:03:00.000+08:00

2007-09-08T00:46:00.000+08:00

mr bunny says no more carrots for you!!
be gone!! be gone!!!
hop your squirted out away from this green land and go to sahara and talk to cactus and get eaten by snakes and poisoned by scorpions.

WHAAAAPAAAHHH!!!!!
WHOOOOTHISSSH!!!!!!

old macdonald had a farm......
you're not invited!!!

2007-09-04T23:52:00.001+08:00

pimple pimple go away. pimple pimple have a nice day.

2007-09-03T21:51:00.000+08:00

have you realise that you're the most negative person in the world?
and you might be the one that you're been cursing all along?

2007-09-01T21:27:00.000+08:00

every burned weekend is a...hm..a burned weekend. raise your arm and air your arm pit.
watching friends over and over again makes my happy still. don't breathe too hard or you'll move the mill. so zip up your pants and roll over the hill to kill some flowers along your roll.

2007-08-27T00:43:00.000+08:00

you have no right to hold on to my stuff you hear that? how many times do i have to look for my stuff that you've lost. it wasn't me huh you forever it wasn't you lah! fucking wuss.

ok enough of those for today. a rant a day keeps the frustration away.
jeremy is going to thailand for a tribe study soon. i'm gonna miss you pal, let me pass you some thai bahts!

2007-08-26T01:23:00.000+08:00

ten worlds, always remember the ten worlds.

2007-08-21T00:57:00.000+08:00

oh i'm sorry did my back hurt your knife?
do you want to be spoon fed with feet?

2007-08-19T03:23:00.000+08:00

stupid people uses flash to make themselves look oily.

2007-08-10T20:54:00.000+08:00

get irritated with someone and then advoid all his or her calls and ignore their sms. how not loserish man. this is how everyone should treat their friends and treat things that happen in their lives. we all should just run away from matters, problems, irritation and not take in any criticism. oh yeah!

2007-08-09T06:32:00.000+08:00

it is remarkably good you said. came as quite a shock to me. i will work hard for it. i am so gonna be a nerd and be good in school. it's a school man, it's where students are meant to be nerds. think pro, think pro, think pro, think pro!!!!!!!

2007-08-03T00:17:00.000+08:00

how bout letting me finish my sentences?
how abt just observe?
how abt MYOB?
and above all, why can't you just shut up?

2007-07-28T01:24:00.000+08:00

blame it all on others and make yourself sound righteous. the wrong way to handle problem?? in fact i actually think that it's quite a good way to do it, i mean look, you can get all the pity you want get from your friends who wasn't at at the scene, who trust you too much, who like to entertain you and people who would actually believe that you're right and trueful all the time! i mean isn't that great!?!? and the best part is that you can go on and on and on being so call 'tulan'
abt it, make a great fuss. and you'll still get pity encourage by people around you. you'll still get well liked and you can still roll your eyes at those who you thought they trespassed you, continue thinking that you're right and and act pretty with squirting out stuff and extra bulge out flab being seen. how much better can life get.

2007-07-17T03:44:00.001+08:00

previous 2 were just rants. dun bother.

2007-07-17T03:34:00.000+08:00

there're only kinds of straight people in this world. the ones who hates you in your face and the others hates you behind your back.

"If you prick us, do we not bleed? If you tickle us, do we not laugh? If you poison us, do we not die? If you wrong us, shall we not revenge?"

the queers do not owe you any shit

2007-07-15T23:57:00.000+08:00

i'm never helping anyone with money related kind of shit.
you irresponsible insensitive air headed shit ass!!
if you can't do it, then don't do it.
how would you feel if you're in my shoes stressing abt this issue every single day without a confirmation that you will ever get it back. i'm not a fucking veg head!

2007-07-15T18:15:00.000+08:00

duraining until siao.
with durian burp and fart, my life is complete.

2007-07-12T01:28:00.000+08:00

i just dug out my stamps collection, so fucking cool to see old stamps. anyone who used to collect stamps and dun want it anymore pls kwasa them to me. trading is always welcome too!!

2007-07-09T14:39:00.000+08:00

it's 25 dollars damn it! it's only 25!!!!!! little miss sunshine can go and die and eat shit forever and it will be broken.

2007-07-03T22:27:00.000+08:00

went to a place with food that smells like pee with hum but it was hell of a good time, then follow the sun and went to a junk yard to pick up some cool junks. and hum brought a fire extinguisher home.

p.s. the above sentences are not fictional

2007-07-02T23:44:00.000+08:00

catch up for the last 20days. and fly when it starts. all you buggers go eat your own shit.

2007-07-01T00:06:00.000+08:00

i'm having a crisis now and you can't help for not being around. and you didn't inform me about your disappearance. and how about our tavistock meeting on monday?? so what now? wait and see if there's any news? why are you always like that and i'm so sure you will not reply or show any reponse to what i have typed above. it would be unlike you to even say 'i'm sorry'. being ball-less and run away and hide from it will be like you. i've expected it so no worries, just need to let it out somewhere.

2007-06-28T01:25:00.001+08:00

don't let me suffer without my phone please....

2007-06-27T02:18:00.000+08:00

you're getting twitish. and it irritates

2007-06-26T02:21:00.000+08:00

wet bra sickens me

2007-05-30T04:28:00.000+08:00

ok enough of entertaining you for your narcissistic superficial shit!! wake up and do something damn it!!!! gosh. you should know that i'm not the only one who's feeling this way. wake up your idea and stop acting cute for the love of god!!!

2007-05-24T15:44:00.000+08:00

get it over and donw with for the stupid 5 days. take the money and save it up for laos trip in dec. oh man i really dun wanna do this job.... having your dad as your boss and your mom as your manager/supervisor... this is not cool man, not cool at all...

2007-05-22T01:27:00.000+08:00

you gave me a fuzzie warm family kind of feeling, and when you're around i always feel secure. the safe at home feeling. yes you have the X factor yes you are fucking humourous and yes you really make our day. ALL THE TIME!!!

been taking lots of pictures recently, maybe my passion is back. when the camera bag is with me i'll be up to go anywhere to snap photos.

thank you jeremy for lending me your camera and the camera bag for such a long time. i promise i'll take good care of it.

i'll just wait till i'm 21 and the both of you can eat your own shit i tell you!! EAT YOUR OWN SHIT!!

2007-05-17T02:05:00.000+08:00

i'm glad i got to know you girls better, and it's almost inside out. now we're sure that if we travel together next time we can stay together with no problem. come to think of it, everything we have done together was the craziest shit ever.

Give and take, holdin back for the love of god, fighting for 40secs and then making it up the next moment.

bottom line, i love you girls!!

2007-05-17T01:33:00.000+08:00

ok theres 2 types of of people who stayed in 206. the quite lap sap kia, and the sibeh lap sap kia.

WAHAHAH!! LOL

2007-05-15T00:40:00.000+08:00

i realise that the both of them are actually quite comfortable lying on my arm and being close to me. the more i thought about them, the more i love them. if only i can talk to them on msn messenger...

2007-05-13T20:27:00.000+08:00

i finally found the long missed mian tang at golden mile complex. at least i had alittle taste of laos that night. yeepee!!!!

2007-05-13T00:40:00.000+08:00

still laos sick after 2 weeks... high standard of living, aggressive pace, aggressive people.

i remember when a team mate of mine fell ill and on the verge to go home. i remember how we faught it through with her. i remember she decided to stay and everyone cheered for her.
i remember the shy smile when one of the kid said "i love you" to me. i remember the ever ready smile on their faces blasting it on you when ever they see you. i remember the sincerity in ther eyes when they ask "sabaidee, whats your name?" and they handed out a piece of paper for you to write your name on it. i remember the scene when we walk into a class and everyone stood up palm against palm ready to greet you. i remember english lessons when students have no text books and still have to follow up with the syllabus. i remember the moment when kids crowded around the 3 of us during jewellery making and friendship band session. i remember the time whenwe was making jewellery under the hot sun, a kid dug out some paper from her worn out sling bag and fan me with it. I remember on the same occasion, a kid named "tutu" open up her umbrella and sheltered me from the scorching sun. i remember a couple of boys played sepak takraw with us even though our legs(gabby's shin) kept flying without touching the ball. i remember when this 2 kid namely kii and tepmala invited us to their house, even though his living condition isn't very well, he's been the best host ever. i remember the smile on kii's face and his nodding head when he can't seemed to understand what we were trying to transmit to him. i remember the sudden visit by the kids 7.30am at our guest house during the last few days before we were coming back. i remember the hardest good bye when sending kii back to his home after he have visited our lodge for dinner, i remember that he insisted for the 3 of us to stay over at his place but we have curfew and just couldn't. i remember beating myself up not able to communicate with kii. i remember kii acting man covering his face and cry. i remember home visiting a shack to see a deaf, mute boy and family, life was hard for them but they're satisfied with the condition they are in. i've learn that once life have started simple, we'll be satisfied with being simple and having simple lifes. i remember promising people there that i will quit smoking and go back to laos in dec.

i remember pubing in vangviene and saw a ang moh girl rub a cigarette all over her face before smoking. i remember crazy drunk ang moh guy haressing us on the streets and in the sucky hotel. i remember spraying insect repellent on his leg for don't what reason. i remember all the late night card games that made everyone all high and crazy. i remember feeling lazy to fill up the journal for most fo the nights. i remember to help cleaning the new build library with a toilet brush. i remembr all the mid-night soya bean/ gossiping session. i remember the highness that gushed up all over our 1st time tasting pasta in laos. i remember my slipper being flushed down by the river current. i remember crossing over to the river for the sake of photography. i remember kayaking in cooling fresh clean river water when i suddenly see crap floating around. i remember using my ass power to free me and my team mate's kayak from rocks. i remember the night when i had abrasion and had to walk around like a crab. i remember holding crazy fun meetings with my team at certain moments at night. i remember my angels secret letters in my pigeon holes. i remember writing funny unreadable letters with rachel and drop it into everyone's pigeon hole.

i remember our mini clubbing in room 206 and thats hell of a good crazy fun memory. i remember kicking bibi when she starts grinding her teeth in her sleep or snore too loud. i remember our messy room (which by the way did not get any better even when we left the lodge) i remember the smoke while shiting with the toilet door open. i remember shitting in the bushes with puah and bibi beside me. i remember tubing into a water cave and snap a leading rope. i remember playing with torch ligh during a black out. i remember thinking of laos when i boarded the plane from budget terminal. and i remember thinking of the same thing when i boarded the plane from udon thani.

i will remember......all of my team mates, all the hell of a good times we had.

will you ever give up your dream to become a life saver? the dream that you are chasing after now? your passion? will you? can you?
this person who have switched from being a designer for 3 yrs to become a paramedic. she has always been in the background of the team. later did i found out that this particular person in the background have given me such impact.
giving up being on the surface, giving up being superficial about life.
can i give up my dreams one day to save lives, to be like that? will i? i just can't answer it, i can't answer myself.

2007-05-05T16:50:00.000+08:00

have faith in you... have faith in you... SHEESH! what the hell was i thinking?!! you fucked up in the end anyway.

2007-05-04T01:39:00.000+08:00

SABAIDEE!!!!!!

Ratio, ham ji, bee bee, crabby, alica, alisha......

i miss mother puah!!!

Lakon peeps

2007-04-15T01:52:00.000+08:00

DRABC!!!! i'm a certified first aider!! WOOHOO!!

2007-04-09T13:33:00.000+08:00

2007-04-09T01:33:00.000+08:00

i know it's my carelessness loosing my phone on the bus. but it's not as if you know my agony not being able to accept the fact that it has happen. all you do is just scream and shout at me for loosing my mobile. i mean shut up. none of it is your money. i dun understand why do you care about it anyway, it's my phone, it's my life. so you fuck off!! i decided not to collect my sim card from starhub until i'm back from laos cos the outstanding bills are killing me. you'll not be able to contact me and you won't get the chance to scold me even when i'm overseas like what you used to do. seriously can't accept the fact that you love him more just becasue he is straight and starting his career now. he can criticise you like fuck and you can still laugh like nothing has happen, it i did the same thing that he has done, i would just get fucked hard in the head. i hate to say this but sometimes, i really hate you, alot!

2007-04-09T00:53:00.000+08:00

I WANT DOUNUTS!! I WANT DOUNUTS!! TOPPED WITH ICE-CREAM AND SERVEED WITH COLD ICY MILK!!!!!! AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! stomach growling..

2007-04-07T03:01:00.000+08:00

when you state that your products are all hand made and when it is really obvious that it is hand made. you're a faliure. and copper with laquer coating you call it non tarnish copper.. sheesh.. your stuffs are only OK, well what can i expect for such cheap accessories? but it would be better if you improve your photo taking skills, pls take care of the lighting and bother to use a macro lense can? even hand phone cameras now a days have digital macro.

yes i'm a bad ass that speaks the truth that people usually can't accept. well, everyone is a critic.

2007-04-06T23:22:00.000+08:00

i hop around like 6 blogs and i see alot of writers gushing about photoshop, i can see their arrogance and ignorance. the description of their work they have posted is basically (filter gallery; photocopy/ filter; ripple). i won't say it's not nice but then again there's tons of filters that can make any image look artistic done by just one click. bottom line... not cool... i see comments on their tag board like, hey this is cute!! oh my god! CUTE?! do you call a very classic piece of oil painting cute? i mean please, if you do not know anything abt the thing you're gonna be smart alex about, don't even think about doing it. cut the crap about just trying to be a friend, and stop talking to me LiK3 tH|5 twit!!

2007-04-06T02:22:00.000+08:00

I don't think i'm lacking of sleep but i feel fatigue all the time and i slept all day today. alittle consumption of vitamin B complex needed.

$52 gone just like that buying stupid resin and hardener that cost me more than my entire allowence of the week.

anyone who needs mrt consession from the 17th april onwards pls msg me. i'll pass you my consession card till i'm back from laos.

throw coin into pond close eyes, put my hands together "i wish that all the deals go smoothly, i just need enough money for my meals. and i wish that everything i do now is worth it" "and also fuckers who made use of me pls dun mess up my deals" open eyes feel happy about myself and run around.

2007-04-02T23:14:00.000+08:00

wei jian you lame ass.

my hands and feetare peeling.

2007-04-02T01:14:00.000+08:00

went to dragonfly last night with syl juan and keane. total boredom!! change of drumer for the band and lots of mysterious people on stage and the Dj sucks. so i just listen to the music, choose to get mesmerise by disco ball. talk to syl and make fun of people dancing and choose to get mesmerise by disco ball again. talk cock with police patroling and we went to eat toes after that and had a hard time getting a cab and went home to die on my bed.

went to darling elfie's birthday party today had alot alot of his mom's yummy food. a malay birthday cake made of glutinious rice with rendang in the middle. awesome food man!! talk to all of his cousins and some of his aunties and uncles. had so much fun karaokaying and then suddenly i witness something rather scary and dangerous. someone in the family got posess by some demon, i was quite shock but the rst of the family seems calm towards it. and when i ask elfie, it actually happens pretty often. i see 6 men holding 1 meen down on the bed chanting in some malay language for a very long time, and he seems to be okay after awhile. just when i thought everything is going to be fine, the man jumps up and scream in some screamo voice when i was standing infront of the bed, almost had a shock of my life. the boys held him down almost immediatly did something to him and he puked and puked. and after that everything seems to be fine. thats abt the day.

2007-03-27T23:30:00.000+08:00

mom has no time to cut my hair and i can't accept the fact that i have to go to a salon and pay for a hair cut. ARGH!!!!!!