mom found cigarettes in my bag.. argh...... and the number me and syl saw that day strike consolation yesterday, fucking thing is i nv buy.
mom was yelling at me in the morning while i was trying to act asleep and disturbed. i have so so broke her heart.
why would she search my bag in the 1st place? perhaps she already has her suspicion. what am i to do, tell her i didn't quit the last time she caught me and i have been doing it for 5 yrs and btw i dun intend to stop so soon. OR i shall just leave her in denial and let her think that i will and maybe she'll find cigarettes in my bag again in the next 5 yrs.
the worst thing isthat she found cigarettes in my bag and then she took it away. and only 5 sticks gone!!! argh!!!! my freaking $10 got thrown away.
sigh i dun even know how to face my mom when she came home from work later at night.
