i think i have been provoking ppl like all around me.... fuck life, fuck labels, fuck rules.
went out with pang wee and ray. all we did is just talk and talk and talk and then eat and then talk again and then talk . woot. it's beena long time since i feel so relieved talking and talking. i opened up to them after knowing them for so long. i'm glad they have accepted me. pang wee invited me to join his church's christmas carol, woot!! it will be my 1st time celebrating christmas. though i am very eager to go but, i'm afraid i'll be an out cast. christians+gay= CLASH get what i mean? and i am facing lots of issues about coming out. i thought opening up to my family was the hardest i guess i was wrong. this journey has just started. i should just stay in that fucking closet and die alone.
