went out with serene for dinner. yum yum pepepr lunch.
i am not going to do my daily encouragement thing anymore. argh!!! yes i have no integrity and i know it.
i am sick of what i am doing
i am bored
i am tired
i am lonely
i am feeling very empty
looking through my phone book slowly considering which contact i can ask out.
but none.
i feel so patheic doing that.
i have no motivation in continuing my studies. sick of life.
argh maybe this is just a phase that i am going through.