you used to tell me things and vent all your anger on me, i'll have rather than the cold you now. i can be easily replaced and i am replaced. is it because of that one sentence i have said not long ago that made things turned around? you used to trust me so much, but now... i guess not anymore. the more i think of it the more i realise that i have been replaced. human are just such cruel creatures. so your motto is "just do it when you feel like it"? how about think about how people around you feels when you do so? do i have no impact on your life at all? am i really so irritating that you have to force a reply like "ok"yes"no"i dunno"see how lor" when i tried to talk to you? i have so many questions so many doubts, i know it can't be answered but it's all because you dun want to. i hope all i'm feeling is just self-consciousness. sometimes i think that you've changed, but maybe it's just that i got to know you better and better.
sigh, iwan my bro, you've wrote so much about me in your blog... i really appreciated it and i really treasure our "brotherhood".
tribute to ppl close to my heart
to my brothers, iwan and nich. thanks guys, for being by my side when i'm down and blue. thanks for being a listening ear.
to ck, jh. you guys are damn lame la, cracks me up all the time. both of you are very quiet, but i can sense that you care abt ppl around you.
to my baby, julia. thanks for just asking me wads wrong when you saw that depression on my face, that alone already mean alot.
to my darling, serene. thanks for every single thing, i mean it ok.
to my aunty, leila. though i dun know you for very long. but pls talk more crap to me. and continue the story of marshmallow land. your crap really cheers me up. works all the time.
to my dear dear dear old friend, JEREMY. can't express it in words. but i guess you know what and how i feel towards out friendship. just 2 words "soul mates" and thats enough.
to sylvia, you really tooked care of me and... i don't know how to repay you.
